Found and Lost

I found something that is so real and beautiful. Something that could be so magical, with potential to fulfil our dreams.

I finally fell asleep at 8.30am and woke up at 12noon.

When I woke up, I felt I've lost a huge part of myself; those mischevious grins and foolish smiles; the strength to lift up my head as I walk; the will to even open my eyes to half as big as they are.